- Mar 18, 2015
I had two interviews but i don't think they went so well. one position was filled and the other i had today but it seems as through the interviewer was tough with their questions. I don't think i did well with that at all. she asked me some vague questions and when i asked her to specify for me she got offensive and said if you don't can't answer that its okay it seems as through your just dabbling in the education field with no enough experience. as through my damn past experiences with children don't count and my volunteer work at a pre school don't count either to her. I am crying because the more i try the more i feel as through i can't get anywhere in life. she had the nerve to point out that i have been out of work for three years. BUT HELL THAT IS NOT MY FAULT PEOPLE DIDN'T HIRE ME. i just feel like just giving up all hope on ever finding a job. i just be a volunteer and get public assistance all my life. because i feel so stupid and dumb and i cant never get a job. I try and try to hold on but i am just fighting a losing battle. I get don't know what to do anymore. i really just feel like giving up and checking into a mental hospital since i feel like am losing my mind. I just have a lot of things against me. maybe i ought to just forget this whole job thing.