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Feeling depressed

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Moth11

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I have supports in place but I am depressed and not doing very well today
 
blacksmoke

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hello Moth11 sorry to hear that depression sucks dont it
 
Midnight.Panda

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Hey @Moth11 I am so sorry to hear that.. Would it help if you vented some of your feelings on here? Sometimes it can help to just share what's on your mind.
 
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Moth11

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Sure. I feel like there is a time limit for being well. Then BPD symptoms take over for awhile and while I’m in the lowest part (of depression) I’m feeling really suicidal so all I can do is lay around in bed feeling awful. My life stops, I can’t work or function. I also live with anxiety all the time (GAD). So it feels like there is no relief. And even when I’m doing well and things have stabilized, I feel there is a pervasive flaw in me, with who I am as a person, due to the BPD. I’m in therapy, group thereapy and couples counseling right now and I still can’t control these intense feelings and thoughts of suicide.
 
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