- Oct 15, 2009
- country cottage
i am feeling bad today all day. i am with the local mental health team, have been for six years. had a great cpn but he was moved to another area. i was then given a cpn whom i dont realy like but she wont see me at home. insisting i or my hubby drive 15 miles to see her. i suffer with agoraphobia and havent driven for about 4 years. hubby is waiting for heart surgery, and has become increasingly depressed. now he has been referred to the local mental health team. we live in the sticks which was fine when we were both well, but now we can barely function. we are both hoping to get some proper help, before it is too late.sorry to ramble on. when i speak on the phone to our son and daughter i pretend everything is ok, but it is far from ok. i think i will ring the out of hours over the weekend.otherwise i dont think i will make it through to monday. sorry folkes.