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Feeling absolutely terrible

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George10111

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PLEASE ANYONE HELP ME I’ve had a really bad day. I feel completely zero joy/pleasure or hope. I’m trapped inside this terrible display of bad emotions and I can’t get out. I keep questioning once I feel better, what is the point? I’ll just end up back here no matter how hard I fight. This is a lowest low I’ve ever had. I feel so lost and hopeless from everything good. I feel like there’s a negative energy in me prohibiting me from feeling better. Music doesn’t even cheer me up. I feel for anyone who has or will go through this and I hope I don’t have to again but I have a feeling I inevitability will and a lot. Yuck 🤢 fuck this. I don’t know what’s going on IVE NEVER FELT THIS BAD and nothing out of ordinary even happened
 
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goodgollymiss

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I feel like so much love and money was invested in me and I failed
 
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goodgollymiss

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I feel like I am not good enough for any of the music that regular people can listen to
 
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goodgollymiss

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It's hard when you feel out of the loop but you are not the only one
 
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goodgollymiss

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Thanks for the hug
 
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JCPraha

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Hello George, it sounds like you are in the midst of major depression. I know how terrible it feels, I also experience it. I wonder if you have sought any type of treatment for it. You did not mention anything regarding treatment. Perhaps it can be helpful to you, although it certainly won't be an instant cure. I am hoping your mood improves. I know how terrible it feels.
 
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