fed up of being a pothead

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SolemnJourney

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#1
To start, ive been smoking for 4 years, smoking weed is all i really have to do with
my life ive tried college, girlfriends, interests like music
and exercise but i just dont care anymore the state of
my,mind and family situation right now. i smoke everyday and
always alone cos i have no real friends cos
they buzzed off when my anxiety grew, it causes
issues in the famiy, id rather smoke weed in my messy
flat than deal with ppl right now, if i dont smoke,and
am stuck inside sober no smokes i go crazy overthinking anger
worry,everything its like theres no point bein sober
anymore im just a anxious wreck. its all that really keeps
me goin everything is so dull without weed except friends family but
i dont have and havent had real access to tgem in a long time.im scared for when i run out of money no weed just me and my anxious mind in a old lonely flat. I am just planning on smoking tomorrow christmas , i am just tired, excitef to smoke but tge,restlessness is killing me. i have so little to smoke too and no real prsents, just amother day on my own i guess.please can anyone give axvice for my sitzation.
 
Poopy Doll

Poopy Doll

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#2
You yourself know that you have to quit smoking pot and find out what you are so anxious and angry about and then learn how to deal with the anxiety and anger. Pot isn't a short cut. I use to smoke pot so I'm familiar with this subject.
 
aspieguy1984

aspieguy1984

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#3
I used to feel the same way. But i was living in my truck. Im doing better now that my meds are leveled out. But i still smoke. Ill be it no where near as much as i used to, just for body pain. But before i was smoking to "forget, not to feel" etc like you. I say try to get meds/ see your dr to get meds fixed.
Best of luck.
 
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the count

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#4
yeah i know what you mean ive been smoking for about 10 years, its stupid because its got to the point where it just makes me feel bad but i sober up and smoke more, i keep going round in circles either feeling paranoid and apprehensive when im high and angry and depressed when im not. i dunno why i do it , i know what you mean tho when youre stuck in the house with no weed you just wanna get high to take away the boredom
 
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Nas

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#5
Right there with you, though my reasons are more financial. Kush is expensive here cause it's illegal. I've been saying this is my last day smoking for over a month.
 
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Ramson bangers

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#6
I've not had a spliff for nearly a week, thats as long as i can go usually. Been smoking weed since 13 when my mates and i would skive school and blaze a ten bag with our lunch money or our porn selling business funds. Luckily i've had things to take my mind of it this week.
It really takes some willpower and my life would be so much better without it. I could think about raising a family with my gf, Buying a flat or actually have some ambition to better our situation. It takes a very selfless attitude to fix it. I would never recommend going cold turkey or trying drink for the cheaper buzz. Cutting down is a realistic goal.