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Emilyfangirl105
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My fear of relapsing is eating away at me :
Everyday is rooted in control. If I'm in control I won't relapse. I watched over my tv limit today, it is racking me with paranoia. It makes me physically sick to think I could relapse into depression . I shouldn't have watched more than my limit but always being in control it's exhausting #Phobia
I am just so terrified, if I relax, even for just a few hours, I'll relapse.
Everyday is rooted in control. If I'm in control I won't relapse. I watched over my tv limit today, it is racking me with paranoia. It makes me physically sick to think I could relapse into depression . I shouldn't have watched more than my limit but always being in control it's exhausting #Phobia
I am just so terrified, if I relax, even for just a few hours, I'll relapse.