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So, I couldn't find anything about this on google or here, sorry if I didn't search enough.
For my entire life I've been scared of touching inside my body with my fingers (mouth, nose, ears, genitals). Brushing my teeth or cleaning my ears is fine, but I'm scared of putting my fingers in there. Weirdly enough, I don't really mind when my partner puts his finger in those places; I'm just scared of doing it myself, of feeling what's inside.
When I was a kid, I was terrified of pictures or drawings of human skeletons or organ structure. I don't know where that comes from because I never had any accident or surgery or anything related to that. Nowadays, seeing organs and stuff doesn't affect me, in fact I even draw them. But I'm still disgusted by touching inside me.
The part where it impedes on my daily life is that I'm really scared of going to the dentist, gynecologist, surgery, and any medical stuff that has to do with going in there.
Does anyone else know about this? Is there a name to put on it? I'm curious, and I'm sure I'm not the only one in the world like this.
For my entire life I've been scared of touching inside my body with my fingers (mouth, nose, ears, genitals). Brushing my teeth or cleaning my ears is fine, but I'm scared of putting my fingers in there. Weirdly enough, I don't really mind when my partner puts his finger in those places; I'm just scared of doing it myself, of feeling what's inside.
When I was a kid, I was terrified of pictures or drawings of human skeletons or organ structure. I don't know where that comes from because I never had any accident or surgery or anything related to that. Nowadays, seeing organs and stuff doesn't affect me, in fact I even draw them. But I'm still disgusted by touching inside me.
The part where it impedes on my daily life is that I'm really scared of going to the dentist, gynecologist, surgery, and any medical stuff that has to do with going in there.
Does anyone else know about this? Is there a name to put on it? I'm curious, and I'm sure I'm not the only one in the world like this.