- Jan 31, 2019
- White Plains, NY
Midnight phoenix, do we know each other? Have we spoken privately or publicly? I can't remember. I'm too whacked out my skull. I finally reached out to a stepbrother today. Not really. My mother did it for me. He may be able to talk me down from fighting with a neighbor. He is a police officer so I have to watch myself if I'm ever talking with him. I don't want to end up on a bus to a mental hospital. I don't think he'd do that to me unless he was unable to talk me down. But I've been isolated from 99.99 percent of my family all of my life. So trust isn't something that seems attainable. I think I'm damaged for life in that area.