- Sep 3, 2015
Hi i have just had contact with my Dad for the first time a month i decided to let him call me, i have got no idea why i put my self through it. It was a very short matter of fact conversation i said you will never understand so it is not worth even trying too,i definitely said that i didn't want him to visit especially with a bitch of a step mother!!!! He always makes me feel like it is my fault, Really would any of us really wish too feel the way we do!!! Dad still thinks i am a child!!! or that is how he treats me!!! He had the absolute nerve to say that my Kids should have told him i was in hospital. I said they are Adults and make their own decisions, maybe if i had been allowed to express my thoughts feelings and have my own opinion i wouldn't be the person i feel i an today "a failure" at least that's how i see how i feel about myself.