Sounds awful I know but I haven't ate for several days, living off a diet off boiled eggs and water. Tonight I had the highest takeaway and wolfed it down but then felt so guilty that jspent half an hour trying to throwing all up. I only managed a little bit but I felt like a failure for being unable to get it all out. And now I'm sat here wondering why the hell I'm feeling like this. I'm a healthy size 12, a mother, a wife and a health care professional but I dispise myself and have done for years, always been on yoyo diets and hated my appearance. But now I feel I'm overstepping the line. I need help. Please someone I can't tell anyone because it would jeopardise my life!