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[diddypinks]

MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY!!!!!! ive been totally let down by the mental health services and i feel soo betrayed and angry there is a place caalled the anchor project where they want me to go and join ina group session with about 10 other people and I DONT WANT TO when i spoke to my cpn she says have you contacted the anchor project and i said no i dont think its for me and she said oh thats the anxiety and yes i know i have anxiety but i am not interested in jewelrey making and id have tol sit there for THREE HOURS how can i put it i dont enjoy socialising and i resent beinbe told off for being a nauty child by my cpn its all so dehumanising. i also had to wait 3 months for an appointment for a med review get this the doctor cancelled on me because he was ill i spoke to them and said that i would be sent an appoinment within the week my cpn phones and says can i go to truro which is miles away i said no id rather go to the one that is up the road from me and she said oh you might have to wait a bit longer then WTF? do you know what i DONT NEED THESE PATRONISING, TEXT BOOK IDIOTS ANYMORE all they do is mess around with dates with a so smug ive got more important things to do leer i had to spill this out i'm sorry i would hAVE IMPLODED OTHERWISE

 

[Star-28]

I know exactly how you feel. I was really losing it one day and I called the mental health place where I have been before and they couldnt see me for like eight weeks.

I told them I was out of medication and very rudely the lady goes, "Well that is your fault because you missed your last appointment." Not to mention I was living 20 hrs away at that time. None of that matters to them.

Also I applied for a job at another branch of the same organization, well guess what... Interview went great; however, I did not get the job. Call me paranoid, but I guarantee they looked me up in the system and saw all of my diagnoses and were like HELL NO!!! Borderline, Psychotic, Mood Disorder, and GAD??? WTF!!!

But I bet you I would be a much better worker than half the people there!! All I do is research!!! Im addicted!!

Yeah well back to the pdoc thing.. I wanted to change doctors because my last one was a complete moron (trying to be nice--sorry if sounds offensive) but I was suicidal and he writes me a script for klonopin and sends me on my way!

Well lately I have been having extreme paranoia, some voices here and there and visuals as well as diarrheah of the mouth, mood swings, and irratibility from hell. And guess what. I am no longer getting help on my meds and cant afford my anipsychotic that works so Im living with it. UGH!!!

Anyway... I completely understand your situation.

 

[diddypinks]

thankyou so much i'm glad i'm not the only one who is frustrated you see we should all have care plans and regular visits with a cpn too and simply not getting any support at all! i'm going to the doctors tomorrow and end up going everytime my cpn does zero anyway this is my second cpn, not geting that job bites! the thing is if they are like that you shouldnt want to work for them anyway. thanks mate diddy