- Jan 30, 2019
Well Ive had crappy bfs but I also had abuse as a child and I wondered why I have such a detachment from romantic love. I never feel its important and I wondered where that comes from, the younger days or the bf troubles. I pick the same rotters, I play up, it falls apart, end of game. I never regret them because it never felt important enough to miss. Love in other forms is far more wonderful, meaningful. Maybe I had to go through these things to know this. I dont know.Yes. What was your experience?
And I am very lucky that my boyfriend is so good to me. He is helpful with my mental health struggles, offers to help me pay for treatment, turns it all into a "we" situation instead of just me. If I am going to love anyone or accept love from anyone, it's definitely him!
But yes oh my gosh, cats are angels. It sounds as though your cat is no longer with you and I am so sorry to hear. (Correct me if I am wrong.) I am dreading the day I may have to deal with the loss of my cat. I consider him a creature of God (I am not religious at all, haha) I consider him a living angel, I would do anything for this little furry being. I feel sometimes that he is the only thing that can fill my void. He is everything to me.
Cats, angels with wings. I too think they are almost divine in being. A piece of God I call them. I do love nature and animals very much in general though. Sadly yes my beautiful boy passed away 18 months ago and not a day I dont miss him or think of him. I am sorry you will go through this but I do believe its not the end. What would be the point of the bond otherwise.
Thank you for sharing, Snowleaopard and .... happens to be one of my favourite animals(is my screensaver right now lol )