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Han-123
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- Jan 17, 2010
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I'm 19 years old, I have two children who I love to bits but I can't stop the feeling that life is just horrible. My mum died when I was young which was just the start of a string of bad events. Every little thing gets me down and I have phases where it can be something quite relevant such as struggling for money but other times it will be something stupid which triggers it, the most bizzare yet being depressed over the world ending!! I have a boyfriend who is very supportive but I'm wondering when the support will stop and he will abandon me for someone more 'normal' without all the baggage! I've been to the doctors several times with no luck I have been promised counseling a numerous amount of times with nothing followed up and been given medication that only worsened my situation. I am trying to be persistent and think positively but I really am giving up faith. There are so many times i've thought about ending it all but I just couldn't do that to my children. I just want to hear from people who feel the same as me. I can't deal with this feeling that I am insane and the only one who feels like this much longer. Thanks