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Everything is just getting too much…



Aug 10, 2021
United Kingdom
Everything is getting too much now. I don’t think I’ll ever have a good year ever again. I’ve lost everything. My support, my health, my eyesight.

I SH the other week, first time in 3 years and 11 months, I feel like a failure. My Facebook account has been banned 7-8 times now all over the fact of my name. I had only just joined my support groups again and got accepted back into them just to be banned again and now I’m back to dealing with my illnesses on my own again.

I can’t get any support (for my conditions) outside of the internet because they are so unknown that the only people that have heard of it are the ones who have it and obviously gastroenterologists. So I now have to cope again on my own.

I can’t take this hell anymore. People may think “oh you’re getting upset over the internet banning you” but it’s not that. It’s the fact that the only way I can get support is online, my conditions are unknown, I don’t leave my house barely, I only have 2 friends who are online and only met one of them.

I get hate all the time. It honestly feels like everyone is against me, even the creators of these stupid sites. I don’t know what I done to be hated so much but I’m soon just gonna get off this planet and that’s it. I honestly can’t do this anymore. I really want to SH again.


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Aug 20, 2019
Can you radically accept all that's happened? Can you turn it over to God/the universe/spirit?
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