- Jan 29, 2020
- New zealand
I have suffered from schizophrenia maybe my entire life. I have always found the voices to be freaky. Even though I dont hear em as often now I still am too scared to be alone in dark quiet spaces. I usually have my gaurdian angel Arch angel Micheal with me, he helps me feel more at ease by standing guard at my entrance ways and also morphing into a giant tiger and purring loudly so I don't get paranoid that somethings going to whisper in my ear even though I know they aren't cause he's guarding me. Like the big brother I have always wished for. I used to have a big sister Guardian who took care of me when I was younger but I think she may have been a spirit who saw that I didnt have a great mother and decided to take care of me until she felt I was going to be ok. The last time I felt her presence was maybe 4 years ago now.