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bippie71

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It happened last Friday. I went to lunch (not to eat but for company) with some friends. I only ate a few fries offered to me. But after the lunch, when I got home, I became so anxious about my life, I quickly ate a sandwich and then some cookies. I then felt horrible and purged . I’m still quite anxious about life but haven’t had another episode. I’m starting to feel chaotic. Everything is spiraling.
 
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Mary26

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Why didn't you have lunch with your friends? Had you already eaten? If not, it sounds like you were hungry when you got home and just had a normal lunch because a sandwich and cookies is a normal lunch. Are you sure you ate because you were upset and not because you were hungry?
 
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bippie71

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My friends used to treat me to lunch but I’m tired of being the unemployed mooch. So I just sit and watch them eat. I was hungry but then felt guilty for eating. But it hasn’t happened since.
 
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