- Nov 15, 2019
...and all things are a bit worse than normally. I dont know if Christmas or New Years Eve is worse but the end of the year is always hard for me (birthday too in November). I know exactly that its just like the same as like another parts of the year, but still feel loneliness, emptyness harder. My rational mind and my feelings doesnt match. How "get used to it"? I am kinda afraid, my last New Years Eve were the worst.