Yesterday was an anti-climax after the emotional build-up towards it. You haven't got a tangible result yet - so things still feel 'up in the air' and as if you are no further forward.
In fact, you have moved forward and you made a good account of yourself yesterday.
Think of this as a battle - you've got some space and time to yourself before you have to fight again. Use it to catch up on sleep, eat well and build your strength for the next stage.
I guess it feels weird because you were expecting either elation or disappointment yesterday...and neither feeling was delivered...just more of being 'in limbo'.
Nurse yourself, Luci. Jump back into bed....or drag a duvet on the sofa and watch the delights of daytime television...or whatever will help you re-charge....the weird feeling is understandable and normal. Gather your strength for the next step. xxx
I dont even know what the next steps are yet, I think that's the problem. I left so I dont know what was ruled, still waiting for barrister to get in touch with my solicitor. Once I know what will happen next I will feel better. I'm also really frustrated and upset that the babys dad is lying through his teeth, I know he will be caught out but when? Injustice kills me! It's the children suffering but he obviously doesn't care about that.
I have contact with my baby at half 11 then my son at 3.30. So I need to put my face on and power thru. Seeing them will make me feel better for sure and keep me busy. My peer mentor is coming out to see me also. I'm hoping that while I am busy I will get the info I need. To top it off I've got builders putting scaffolding up, the noise and invasion of my home is making me unsettled too. I have nowhere I can get peace