- May 16, 2020
I dont know if this is part of the depression but i feel empty and dead inside, i dont feel things that i think i should be feeling. I dont even know if i truely love my wife or acting like i do because thats what im supposed to do. Its the same with my family members. I lost my father in law, my twin neices, my grandmother and a good friend and when i think about them i dont feel anything. Its like none of it bothers me the slightest. I know it is wrong to be this way but i cant help it, and it feels like im the only person who feels like this.