
tragicpink
Well-known member
like many borderlines i experience chronic feelings of emptiness. i used to be able to combat this with risky, impulsive, and damaging activities. i used to use hook ups and dating as a way to fill the void. i'm now in a monogamous relationship that i have no intention of giving up on so hook ups and dating aren't an option. i want to engage in healthier activities anyway. i just don't know what to do at this point. i don't feel like im alive if i can't seek cheap thrills. im frustrated and tired and feeling like giving up. it's like i could fall apart at any given moment. it's not like things are bad in my life, i'm just constantly restless and bored. what can i do?
(i'm in therapy and on meds already)
(i'm in therapy and on meds already)