- Jul 1, 2020
- Richmond, VA, USA
I've recently decided to take time out of college to work. Great decision because now I only have to stress about work instead of work and school, but my BPD is raging. At work I feel like I'm walking on eggshells; my shift is usually 6 hours and they entire time my heart is racing. Anytime I get criticism I feel like I can't make any more mistakes or I might get fired. Today I never left my position (food service sucks) even though I was thirsty and needed to go to the bathroom. I know in my head the entire time that my anxiety is irrational, but it feels like the world is crashing around me. I know this is something us with BPD experience and not out of the normal. I just want a job that i dont deteste every single day.