- Sep 1, 2018
Hello, this is my first post and my English is terrible so please bear with me. I am 20 years old and parents are extremely rich but I am never happy because I lack motherly love and I often get used. My parents got divorced when I was 13, she got married to guy who was her boyfriend before she married my father. A few months after my Mom's marriage my dad died. My father loved me so much yet I disrespected him and it really haunted me after his death, I still have nightmares about him. After my dad's death I followed my mom and her new husband to her new home, my stepdad treats me well but I still hate him because I feel he was responsible for my parent's divorce. My mom no longer cares for me emotionally and will always insult me over petty things yet she claims she loves me more than anyone in the world. I used to hear my mom and step dad having sex and they didn't care if heard and it hurts Me so much. I decided to make new friends since I had no one to talk to but I realized they only hang out with me because of my wealth (my dad left me tons of money that could last me my whole life). My girlfriend is currently cheating on me but I couldn't confront her because I am afraid she might leave me and I really love her. One of my friends was having trouble going to school without a ride so I Bought him a car but he never comforts me when I am having an emotional breakdown. I just need a real *friend* or someone to hug me and tell me I am loved... Is that too much to ask?. Sorry for the bad grammar.