I want to try eating regularly. The problem is I find it hard to organise and execute all of the food I like, or want, or need. I am also living with a narcissistic mother, which does not help, as I tend to avoid the downstairs.
I know I just don't have the energy to get out of bed and cook and clean. This goes for most daily tasks. Like it is not a priority unless there is a supermassive goal outside of myself dependent on someone else that I can achieve. Even then it is impossible to plan what to eat and to stick to it. I just forget, or am not hungry, or am too anxious, or it feels like it is going to be twice the effort and half the reward, or my craving will shift and it isn't worth trying to do the thing to satisfy, or I can't buy the food in time, or prepare it in time, or I don't feel worth buying food for, or I worry about the income, or criticism.
I can get stressed about food/getting food/eating. But for me it's all due to OCD.
I use paper plates/bowls so I don't have to clean up. Maybe that's an option? Also i use plastic cutlery (knifes, forks, spoons).