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Dreaming about putting myself in hospital

Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I can't wait to get hurt again.. just need that pain again. Need to the the self harm. I did some light sh but it's just not enough..

Because yesterday I took double my meds and I wanted to overdose I asked my mom to care for my meds..

So kitchen is a place I avoid next couple of days because I don't want it to go bad untill I get home.. the little kids can't know..
 
Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I want to selfharm.. I looked in my entire room but I can't sh with anything....

I'm losing my fk mind...
🀬🀬🀬🀬🀬🀬🀬🀬
 
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well one of these days you might go too far

there are things you can do to get well
 
Mayflower7

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Hi,
Please get help, you don't deserve to suffer like this.
Does distraction help you?
I hope you feel better really soon
Take care
 
simonr1978

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You're not alone. Please talk if you need to.
 
Justafriend95

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Hi,
Please get help, you don't deserve to suffer like this.
Does distraction help you?
I hope you feel better really soon
Take care
I used other kinds of self harm to calm myself down. Because u couldn't find materials..

But today I get home πŸ™‚ so idc I will sh.
Build it up for the last 7 days.. so feel like it's going to be bad 🀫
 
Justafriend95

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I feel like compleet trash.. idk how to handle it
Feel like harming again.. 🀨
 
simonr1978

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You've been a great friend to me too.
 
Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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Back in Netherland again..
The flight was relaxt. But I'm so tired..

Have a urge to sh.. because.. Tomorrow is going to be a hard day.. I was going to Cyprus tomorrow but because I'm so unstable I can't go. I'm in the groupapp of cyprus and everybody is having fun and I'm sitting here.. all by my fk self.. fucking myself up...

Just want to mess up big time...
 
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