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Every day I wake up and I am sad because I am still breathing. I feel alone and useless in this world. Waiting for my life to end, not suicidal but just tired 😔
 
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Welcome to the forum Jonad. What a horrible way to feel. You are not useless. As for being alone, you are not alone either. You'll find this is a place where you can talk to people about what is troubling you and can offload.
 
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I was an orphan by the age of 6 and abandoned by both dad and mom family so ended up abused by foster mom. My family turned their backs on me andy abuser kept isolated, to these days I have no friends to confide in.
 
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Are you in a safe place now @Jonad? Have you spoken to any professional people about your experiences?
 
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Hi @Jonad
I'm so sorry you had it really rough growing up. I'm also sorry for how you're feeling now. I think you express it really well when you say, "Waiting for my life to end, not suicidal but just tired." "Tired" is a very good word to use. If I had to say how I feel in one word, I would use "tired" as well.
 
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Are you in a safe place now @Jonad? Have you spoken to any professional people about your experiences?
I have but issue is people do not have compassion for me as they see me as strong but even rock break at times.
 
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Every day I wake up and I am sad because I am still breathing. I feel alone and useless in this world. Waiting for my life to end, not suicidal but just tired 😔
More than a few in this forum feel that same way. Life seems to be taking forever, when you have that outlook on life. Don't be afraid to share what you are going through, that's what makes this forum of the most benefit. Welcome.
 
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I have but issue is people do not have compassion for me as they see me as strong but even rock break at times.
That's very true. I always thought of myself as being very strong-minded but had a breakdown a few years ago. It's ok not to be ok.
 
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That's very true. I always thought of myself as being very strong-minded but had a breakdown a few years ago. It's ok not to be ok.
Ditto. I was considered a rock by everyone around me, someone to rely on in a crisis. And I was, right up until I had my first and only emotional breakdown at 64 years old.

Anyone can be brought to the same state given the right set of circumstances, we all have our breaking points. It was documented during WW1 how tough soldiers broke down under continual stress and anxiety. You shouldn't feel ashamed if you succumb to intense stress and anxiety over a long period of time, it just means you have reached your limit. Welcome to the club.
 
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As anyone ever gotten compassion and empathy because I never had 😢
 
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