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messed-up
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hi, I've been clinically depressed for years when I was at my worst (after suicide attempts), I knew it was depression i.e the constant crying, not able to face anyone, hiding myself away etc.
But this time I have went down again after a problem with a friend, I can't cry, basically feel nothing, my mood can be up for a couple of days, I'm laughing and joking and feel fine, but then come back down to earth and I'm screaming at the kids (not just normal shouting) it scares me sometimes how my temper goes, I feel so angry at everything, then I would be walking round in a daze, can't be bothered talking, don't want to face anyone.
My head is spinning but I'm not really thinking about anthing, I've started keeping a diary for a couple of days and I didn't realise how much my moods change.
Does anyone else feel like this (constant mood swings) or am I just a moody cow and this is in my head.
How can feel so hopless and empty 1 min and laughing and getting on like a kid the next......so confused
thanks for listening to my rambling

But this time I have went down again after a problem with a friend, I can't cry, basically feel nothing, my mood can be up for a couple of days, I'm laughing and joking and feel fine, but then come back down to earth and I'm screaming at the kids (not just normal shouting) it scares me sometimes how my temper goes, I feel so angry at everything, then I would be walking round in a daze, can't be bothered talking, don't want to face anyone.
My head is spinning but I'm not really thinking about anthing, I've started keeping a diary for a couple of days and I didn't realise how much my moods change.
Does anyone else feel like this (constant mood swings) or am I just a moody cow and this is in my head.
How can feel so hopless and empty 1 min and laughing and getting on like a kid the next......so confused

thanks for listening to my rambling

