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kasai
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- Jul 10, 2009
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First time here just did a google on some form of forum for depression. Really not good at posting up about myself but kind of at the end of things. I'm 26 and for most of my life I've really not had a good time. I suffered from depression since I was in my teen's. Went to psychologists have been put on medication a few times but never really works.
Reason I'm posting is I really don't know what to do anymore. I currently live with my parents and my sister. My sister suffers from depression and a few other mental health problems. I don't have a job only money I'm getting is from incapacity benefit. Everyday day now I wake up and I'm empty and feel completely helpless and out of control. I have a girlfriend who lives quite far I'm trying my best to get better for myself and her. I don't know how to anymore I can't find work (No real qualifications and have never worked due to mental health) can't find any place that would offer me support.
I've tried the usual psychologist and anti-depressants root and it honestly hasn't worked.
I'm sure there are people with worse problems than me but everyday is another day of waking up to feeling like this. I find it hard to sleep and when I do I don't want to wake up. I don't know how to solve it anymore. I'm kind of tired of fighting it, tired of waking up and never truly being happy.
I feel like a burden on my family and everyday that passes I think to myself how people would be better off without me.
Rather than ramble on anymore than I have if anyone knows of anything around Scotland, Glasgow any information of any place that could give me some form of support I would appreciate it. My own efforts have been a dead end.
Any advice would be appreciated.
Reason I'm posting is I really don't know what to do anymore. I currently live with my parents and my sister. My sister suffers from depression and a few other mental health problems. I don't have a job only money I'm getting is from incapacity benefit. Everyday day now I wake up and I'm empty and feel completely helpless and out of control. I have a girlfriend who lives quite far I'm trying my best to get better for myself and her. I don't know how to anymore I can't find work (No real qualifications and have never worked due to mental health) can't find any place that would offer me support.
I've tried the usual psychologist and anti-depressants root and it honestly hasn't worked.

I feel like a burden on my family and everyday that passes I think to myself how people would be better off without me.
Rather than ramble on anymore than I have if anyone knows of anything around Scotland, Glasgow any information of any place that could give me some form of support I would appreciate it. My own efforts have been a dead end.
Any advice would be appreciated.