Don't know how much more can take :(

[invisible2014]

Hi I'm so fed up of not working.ive been working since 2014 and feel so fed up of being put on unpaid leave.for first time since 2014 I'm really worried about money , keep applying for so many jobs but not hearing anything back.i can't stop feeling upset or depressed and feel so let down by employer after working so hard and always being so flexible and reliable.sorry everyone just needed a little moan

 

[Talina]

I’m sorry to hear your employer treated you that way and it must be hard not having the stability you are used with. I hope it will get better for you soon. The pandemic truly have caused a lot of trouble for many within the working area.

 

[invisible2014]

Thank you talina it's making me mentally unwell feeling like can't be bothered to get dressed just want to lie in bed.before Christmas I kept working so much overtime for them

 

[Talina]

Thank you talina it's making me mentally unwell feeling like can't be bothered to get dressed just want to lie in bed.before Christmas I kept working so much overtime for them

That truly was a horrible way they treated you. It can be a real struggle trying to take care of yourself when you are feeling mentally unwell. But try to hold to your routines and take care of yourself. Taking one day at a time.

I can find taking walks out in the nature can help ease my mood a little for a short time when being depressed.

 

[JessisMe]

Hi invisible it’s terrible that you were being treated
this way by your employer. Looking for work can be such a challenge especially with the pandemic looming. I hope something comes
through for you soon.
xo, j

 

[invisible2014]

Thank you Talina I will try that . absolutely distraught have had to apply for Universal credit hate speaking to work coach .feel so let down after being there so long they put me on forced unpaid leave while others are still getting wages and can afford nice treats etc.

 

[invisible2014]

Thank you jessisme .it's so difficult much harder than I thought it would be and I can't stop feeling depressed and upset .

 

[Talina]

Thank you Talina I will try that . absolutely distraught have had to apply for Universal credit hate speaking to work coach .feel so let down after being there so long they put me on forced unpaid leave while others are still getting wages and can afford nice treats etc.

Job searching can be a jungle to go through and specially during a time many have lost their workplaces. I hope you will find a new job

 

[invisible2014]

Thank you .I really dread my universal credits work coach appointments and worry they will tell me off .