- Apr 20, 2020
I was diagnosed ptsd quite a few years ago but wondering if my diagnosis fits if anyone else experiences this? atm im having terrible hallucinations and extreme paranoia. im seeing blood, sinister figures, smoke filled rooms, actors with blue liquid coming out their mouths, half my face sliding off, a hanging noose, voices of a sinister man instructing me to do terrible things, a feeling of being watched through the walls, lent someone a book thought my thoughts have dissolved into authors words and exposing my desperation, thought someone had stolen an app off my phone, thought someone was being telepathic with me and can hear what im hearing, thought id been given an important mission to speak with an influencial poet etc etc endless. I asked dr for sleeping pills as not slept for four weeks but was refused, they said im experiencing these things because of childhood trauma and its affected my development but to just try ground myself with music, art, nature etc but im really unsure whether this is ptsd at all as ive not met anyone similar to me?