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im 30 and middle eastern. its well known that middle eastern men abuse women, all my life my dad disrespected me and told me im a child and other nasty things throughout my development. i just had an encounter with him and lost MY SHIT on him and booked a hotel. hearing my parents fight literally physically hurts along with emotional. i dont like the idea of paying rent but now im coming to a point where i need to move. i have difficulty being around people cause i hallucinate their thoughts ON TOP of their nasty words
 
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Calm. My father used to be verbally abusive but he mellowed gracefully with age.

I feel that often with parents like these they become frustrated (for some reason) and take this out their loved ones. Perhaps this is a puzzle for you to solve.
 
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my father is jealous of my success. when i got into a school he yelled at me and told me he'd call the cops cause i screamed lighty with joy. he FUCKED ME UP with men. i mean seriously he just fed me abusive ALL my life
 
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my father is not mellowing with age. hes the same motherfucking asshole. i seriously want to beat his ass he is that damn abusive to me. he knows i hallucinate, and that im sensitive and yet he STILL puts me down EVERY.SINGLE. DAY.
 
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My father was similar. I feel being at home with your folks is fine. Try to calm him. Of course it is up to you if you want to move out.

When I lived in London I generally stayed with my parents, when I was working elsewhere I would rent.

I feel with our condition it is sensible to live with your folks but yes if the situation is serious and beyond control then maybe look to become a flat mate. :)
 
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i want to move. the power play and jealousy is getting overwhelming. im fucking PISSED. you have no idea. he fucked me up. straight up. he put me down wayyyy more than he put down my brothers. fucking sexist asshole. im fucking drinking in a hotel cause of him looking at apartments
 
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OK that is fine. But try to calm - no good will come from an angry unsettled mind.
 
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im bawling. fucking alcohol, i only had a pint of white claw. im so jealous aof all teh girls that had a good upbringing. iw ish someone could just kill me
 
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Oh come on, your life journey is different to them. You have yet to see the fruits of your life, so be patient and carry on with your path. I feel you are a sweet girl - I do not see any detriments.
 
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im not sweet im bitter. i look sweet but im a BITTETR BITCH inside. im fucking pissed at the workld. everything here sucks and im always agitated. i seriously left cause i was going to beat my dad and i do not want o get iun trouble for that
 
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Try to relax. Why not order some room service and watch a movie.

Your parents love you - believe me. Have faith.
 
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i HATE my dad. i wish death upon him. i think any father that takes advantage of their daughters sensitivity should die
 
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