- Jan 13, 2020
- United States
I've been having a hard time finding a good reason to stop. Don't have any loved ones to not do it for and I don't do it in places people can see so no social pressures/ fear of being discovered. I feel like most of the lists found online of reasons not to do it aren't very good. I honestly enjoy the rush I get when I do it and having the physical reminders that what I'm going through is real (not just in my head) so its been really hard to quit.