- Jan 7, 2020
Hi, I’m new here and whilst waiting to get further help for BPD thought I’d join this forum. I’ve currently gone through a relapse or episode or whatever want to call it. Occasionally in the past I’ve purged as a form of punishment i guess. This time around I’m now stuck in this cycle where I struggle to eat or make food. But i do as i know if i don’t it’s not going to be beneficial to me to starve myself. What i’m struggling most with is as soon as i’ve eaten i am purging. I have battled with myself to not, eaten out with friends and stayed with them after in the hope the need to wears off but when they are gone i still do it. Has anyone on here done this and have any advice on how they stopped or reduced doing it after everything they ate? I spoke to my doctor today but she didnt seem phased but i know this is going to be damaging if i continue. I’ve googled online but not had much luck. Thanks for reading.