- Jan 24, 2018
I agree with virtually every word you said. There is no damn point interacting with these voices this cursed disease. In fact I had to figure out on my own ignoring them decreases symptoms.I think we all do this at first, & it seems like the same results happen, we get messed with. It seems like a hazing ritual, "we're the CIA, we're the cops, we're GOD!" I've read so many times where people complain that this was their first interactions with their voices & that happened to me as well. I used to call them PsyOps in the beginning & even went as far as to ask what my mission was lol. I really think that doctors should let patients know not to interract or look deep into their voices & to establish where they stand with the voice early on.. like "Voice, i would like you to know that i really get uncomfortable when you speak to me and will try my best to ignore you blah blah" .. make that known early on and leave it as is. Ofc i know how hard it is to not agrivated making you want to respond back but i believe a lot of people in the future would do well to try 100% in ignoring.
The "research" phase is so tidious, i have countless journals dedicated to it. What a waste of time & energy. You think your getting somewhere but imo it only digs the hole deeper. Get diagnosed, get meds, move towards positive grounding techniques/hobbies.
My voices claimed to be jesus Christ, and the devil so of course I am inclined to give them the middle finger.
They accuse me of being the antichrist at times, and at other times the archangel Michael the credibility of this little shit is shot to hell as far as I am concerned