Below is one of the many experiments I have run, to investigate my voices:
27th September 2019 1250
... TJ and GK have been offered, and have been with each other since I declined the CEX offer for my spare laptop...
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Ryan next door leaving.....but didn't leave
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I used the last half of the $10.00 to test for response to me masturbating on a towel on the TV room floor, in front of the TV. This time, as per the last say 2300 times, they imposed somatosensory hallucinations, in combination with tactile hallucinations (to prohibit feelings from my penis being percieved), and mostly non-stop objective interrogation on subjects including "Why are we doing this to you", "can you cum Scott", "Lata has just died. She was appropaching your door. That noise you heard was her attempting to open the door, but anyone who tries, loses their life", "where have your feelings gone Scott" and so on. They also talked about the fact, again, that GK was with TJ, but this time, Sally? was also with them.
AT approximately 1730 I heard girls voices, so I looked out from my opaque verticle blinds, and observed two Phillipino yuoung women, small build, both long black hair ties into a 'pony tail'. They proceeded down towards the rear of thje block. When I saw them, they were walking along the path, and were just past unit 11. I looked out because no girls live at Gunyah, and because my AVHs tell me every single tiome without fail, whenever I consume CMTH, that they are in a unit at the rear of the block, making porn movies.
Within 5 minutes of me observing the two Phillipino girls, I once again heard a girls laughter, so I looked out again for the same reason, and saw an Indian looking young man, wearing a baseball cap on backwards, escorting a early 22ish cuacasion female, with long golden/blond straight hair, a red long sleeve T-Shirt, and blue jeans. I only saw them for approximately 3 seconds, before I shut the blinds and gave them their privacy. I was immediately (after shutting the blinds) told by my AVHs, in particular, someone claiming to be the young Indian or Pakistani man, that I should not get excrutiatingly painfully jealous, because she was a "call girl".
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SO apparently, no one can come to my door and knock or anything, because they will lose their life, seemingly in less than 5 seconds, as per Lata. I wish they would kill me (rapidly, mercifully), instead of people/someone who is attempting to knock on my door, probably for the most decent, and kind reasons.
My AVH who include the two Police officers who booked me recently, C. Callendar and C. Steward, were asking me something, whenh a different voice interrupted and asked if I would like a 5 pound bag of CMTH. I replied "Yes please", because I now believe that no colluding telepathic, telekinetic (unofficial)Freemason can come to my door and attempt to gain entry. I think the two Hornsby PC's were talking about the fact that my Hyundia had just been stolen again, in the previous couple of minutes. We shall see. I expect that he (Ray Baker - towie) might return it again, as he did at the shops a fortnoight earlier, and as he did a fortnight before that, when the car was left on George street, because of my driving prohibition.
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They are putting me to sleep now, so I will not be able to update the status of my stolen white i20 Hyundai BR24FI.
But I nearly forgot the main point of this journal entry. They ask questions like the examples outlined above, non-stop, intentionally to distract me and prevent me from fantasising, and the questions are always hateful and contemptuous, and sarcastic and hostile. They do this in combinatioon with the attenuation of my feelings, because they claim that the narcotics I consume, affect them. So after more than 4 hours of being hated and prevented from experiencing any sexually gratifying feelings, and stopped from having any happy thoughts, they suddenly changed my sentience, and all of a sudden, I was overcome by the strongest, best feelings you can imagine. So I immediately stopped matsurbating, to specifically prove, that even when experiencing the most powerful, pleasurable feelings, I CAN SHOW SOME SELF RESTRAINT!
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