Does any else keep getting paranoid?

soulsearcher

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any else keep getting paranoid?

i keep thinking that someone is out to get me and want to kill me

the paranoia is getting worse day by day
 
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Yes and it's really hard to live with
:eek2:I have to rationalise rationlise rationalise
I hope you feel safer soon.
 
qwerty1234

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I get a lot of paranoia because of things that have happened to me in the past where something happens that I think is small but has major consequences for my life.

I cheated in what I thought was a very smaller way by submitting a test for a regrade after I had changed it, and I got kicked out of school for a quarter. I never thought I would be ranked over the coals, I had had the right answer but then crossed it out.
My boyfriend tried to help me kill myself bc I was suffering so much and they kicked him out of school even though he was honest.
I am always afraid of getting raked over the coals for something that someone thinks is unethical, I think because of what happened to me. I have gotten sent to the mental hospital for not following police orders. My mother tried to send me to the hospital for not obeying her and now I don't speak to her.
Nothing nice happens in my life. I will practice music and try to meet new people that way.
 
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paranoia keeps getting worse and worse :(
 

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