- Sep 5, 2019
- On The Train
Do you have trouble being nice to yourself, even in private? I have escaped abuse many times and now I have a place to myself but still I am afraid of misplacing things, using things, buying things for myself, all sorts of whatever because I am afraid some one might disapprove and they will punish me. It's silly I know but it's my automatic reaction. I am always looking for that person who might lash out but there is no one there.