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- Apr 20, 2019
- Sussex england
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If this related to any particular parts of your body then it could be a form of dysphoria. I have gender dysphoria about certain aspects of my body but only the sex organ parts. Also the fact my legs are too feminine and I prefer masculine legs. My hips are too wide and I can't get treatment easily for that problem.I have a phobia about seeing or coming into contact with my own body. It's so uncommon, there is no name for it. That's about as unusual as it gets, I suppose.
Sometimes I get afraid of myself and my own body. I cringe and shiver when I whisper my own name too many times. I can't look myself in the eyes when I'm in front of a mirror. This is one of the reasons I tried to kill myself multiple times. When I survived I got so angry at the people who saved my life!I've been on the Net for around 20 years, now, NeverHappy, and I've encountered absolutely nobody else with it, or anybody who has even heard of it, or of people ever having it.
Thank goodness they spray every week. My sister keeps this place spotless so we barely ever get one in here.I'm not afraid of spiders I can squash one with my bare hands. But roaches are a different story. If I see one that manages to get into my apartment I have a panic attack and cry. I have to please ask my sister to get rid of it for me. I can't do it. Then after ward I get all sweaty and stinky because of the adrenaline. Gosh I despise roaches. Those damn nasty things are just too resilient. I wish they would all go extinct!