- Mar 1, 2021
Feeling sorry about everything, every failure, every mistake or upset even those that I can't prevent or stop. Afraid of messing things up more or hurting others. Constantly just feeling sorry like I need to tell someone I am sorry but I can't fix things, things that I can't fix no matter what the effort and things that I could easily not mess up if I had something I am missing. Feeling sorry for feeling so low and down for so long and not being able to pull myself out. For ruining things and for possibly of ruining things for others, for not being there eve when I am, for pretending and for that part of me that wants to stop trying. I'm tired. I want out of these feelings and state of mind but am going in circles. I feel like I want to tell everyone I know and love that I am sorry. I want to rest for a long time.