- May 17, 2019
It seems my thoughts are broadcasted to those around me and it totally changes he vibe and how people view me. It's the main cause of my voice hearing and psychosis, it's weird. My brain likes to portray me as something I'm not yet I'm convinced, also have tourettes like syndrome but in my head telepathically and it says some shit that's offensive to me or those I think of and it feels like they hear. Even as I type this I heard someone talking to me. It feels so irrational to believe this but it makes sense, especially when you're into spirituality, which does not help at all. I'm also manic so that plays a part in this mess I'm in. I'm on olanzapine and abilify (injection) along with sleeping pills. I'm in the psycheward right now and it was waaaaay worse before I came in, I wasn't able to sleep.