- May 17, 2010
I have come to this forum in a real time of need, I am a 16 year old girl and I am really going through a hard time at the moment, it's currently half past 12 am and I can't sleep due to anxiety. The source of my anxiety changes very often however the thing that is effecting me most at this moment is the thought that my parents don't exist. I rely heavily on my parents to calm me down from panic attacks and near panic attacks however I recently had an irrational thought that they are a figment of my imagination. I feel like they do not exist and I feel alone even if I am sat in a room with them. I know I am being irrational and I can think perfectly rational but I can't seem to hold those thoughts. The fact that I am feeling tired and spaced out doesn't help either. I just want to know if anyone else has experienced something like this. it's so horrible because I love my parents dearly and I just want to feel normal about them. Can any body help?