- Jan 16, 2019
Hi I'm not quite sure how to word this, I'm a little embarrassed as I haven't admitted it to anyone. I'm a healthy size 12 but I hate my body, I absolutely loathe it. Self hatred is something I am dealing with throughout psychiatry and I also suffer from type 2 biploar. But for the past 2 years, I have been going through a strange routine of eating habits. I will starve myself, literally go for days on a couple of boiled eggs, water and coffee. But then I would binge to the point it makes me feel poorly. Literally eating everything in thrhouse, ordering takeaways, secretly eating. I can't seem to control the urge to binge after days of starvation. I feel the need to starve in the hope will lose weight but then after a week or so I just eat for a full day. I'm never sick afterwards but I have considered making myself sick, hoping to lose weight. Is this something that's considered dangerous?