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Do all BPD have a history of emotional traumas?

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I have BPD and one of the questions I was asked by the psychiatrist: have I been sexually abused? have I been physically abused? etc. so I think most people withn BPD have experienced trauma.
this is anecdotal evidence though.
 
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i don't think it always has to be extreme, not every one can pinpoint what resulted in them having bpd cos not everyone has a one significant event type of trauma, i think even if it was just that you were neglected as a child and didn't get the love or attention a kid needs it can result in developing bpd
 
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i don't think it always has to be extreme, not every one can pinpoint what resulted in them having bpd cos not everyone has a one significant event type of trauma, i think even if it was just that you were neglected as a child and didn't get the love or attention a kid needs it can result in developing bpd
Thank you. Do you have trouble communicating with others ?
Did you seek counselling and did it help?
Do you take medicating for it?
Are people with this suppose to be medicated?

I did have an abusuve and neglectful upbringing. Both my parents are narcissistic and were the only child. This is difficult to deal with.
 
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I have BPD and one of the questions I was asked by the psychiatrist: have I been sexually abused? have I been physically abused? etc. so I think most people withn BPD have experienced trauma.
this is anecdotal evidence though.
Thank you. Did the psychiatrist help you deal with this? Are you on meds for it and do they help?
 
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Thank you. Do you have trouble communicating with others ?
Did you seek counselling and did it help?
Do you take medicating for it?
Are people with this suppose to be medicated?

I did have an abusuve and neglectful upbringing. Both my parents are narcissistic and were the only child. This is difficult to deal with.
most times I have trouble articulating how I think and feel, I'm very shy in real life

I was forced to have counselling at 15 and 16, it didn't help because they kept insisting I had bipolar and tried to medicate me for it rather than do any type of talk therapy, but I'm on a waiting list for DBT

I'm not medicated for BPD, I think there are some medications that can help with certain symptoms, but overall BPD can't be cured with medication so it's your choice if you take it and what for
 
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most times I have trouble articulating how I think and feel, I'm very shy in real life

I was forced to have counselling at 15 and 16, it didn't help because they kept insisting I had bipolar and tried to medicate me for it rather than do any type of talk therapy, but I'm on a waiting list for DBT

I'm not medicated for BPD, I think there are some medications that can help with certain symptoms, but overall BPD can't be cured with medication so it's your choice if you take it and what for
That’s the scary part; getting wrongly diagnosed and medicated.
This can’t be cured and there’s no medication for it. Geez! It’s pretty hopeless then.
This is depressing as hell.
Thanks BPdevil.
 
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Thank you. Do you have trouble communicating with others ?
Did you seek counselling and did it help?
Do you take medicating for it?
Are people with this suppose to be medicated?

I did have an abusuve and neglectful upbringing. Both my parents are narcissistic and were the only child. This is difficult to deal with.
Narcissistic parents create bpd children. There have been a number of academic articles on it. Google narcissistic personality disorder and bpd.
 
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Narcissistic parents create bpd children. There have been a number of academic articles on it. Google narcissistic personality disorder and bpd.
That’s not necessarily true . It’s due to normally to childhood trauma. I had a narcissistic mother and I don’t have BPD but it has left me with other MH problems. My daughter has BPD and I’m the opposite of narcissistic introverted in fact. Her problems were caused by an abusive grandparent.
 
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Narcissistic parents create bpd children. There have been a number of academic articles on it. Google narcissistic personality disorder and bpd.
Thank you. I’ll do that. This is devastating.
No wonder I’m a misfit.
 
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That’s not necessarily true . It’s due to normally to childhood trauma. I had a narcissistic mother and I don’t have BPD but it has left me with other MH problems. My daughter has BPD and I’m the opposite of narcissistic introverted in fact. Her problems were caused by an abusive grandparent.
My childhood was very traumatic and unfortunately I fit this description to a T except I DO have much empathy for others.
Oh joy! Oh bliss!
What to do.
I think I’ll go in hibernation mode AGAIN.
It worked before.
Thanks people
 
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No I found when I finally had a diagnosis of bpd it was liberating. Like a lightbulb going off. Here was scientific documentation as to why I feel the way I do. And the more I read, the more I realized it wasn’t my fault. Which is freeing too, and allowed me to focus on therapy to get better.

Think of it as a sports injury. You wouldn’t neglect that and just hopes it gets better. Likewise with your mental health.

Bpd doesn’t define you. It’s an injury you need to work on to heal with the help of a therapist.
 
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@Keesha Sorry you’ve had so much trauma , parents and extended family have a lot to answer for. My mother has left me with schitzoaffective and social anxiety. And I didn’t know about my daughters abuse till she was 10 and I blame myself completely for not realising it.
Are you getting treatment for your BPD apparently DBT is getting some good results
 
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Sorry Daffy if I triggered you with my other post. Xo
 
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No I found when I finally had a diagnosis of bpd it was liberating. Like a lightbulb going off. Here was scientific documentation as to why I feel the way I do. And the more I read, the more I realized it wasn’t my fault. Which is freeing too, and allowed me to focus on therapy to get better.

Think of it as a sports injury. You wouldn’t neglect that and just hopes it gets better. Likewise with your mental health.

Bpd doesn’t define you. It’s an injury you need to work on to heal with the help of a therapist.
I wish I felt the same.
The thing is I was perfectly ok being in my own narcissistic little world of my own. I entertained myself by being creative; painting, playing music, making jewelry, carving stuff and was good a most things.
In fact I can be quite good at anything I put my mind to except communicating with others.

A year ago I decided to go online and like all other times, people love me at first until they discover my real personality. Then I get gossiped about and treated like a troll.
At this current moment I’m discovering the reasons WHY and it it’s far from flattering.

My entire life I’ve discovered that I have many mental disorders. The list of them is staggering. After getting shunned and banned on a forum, I decided the only safe place for me is here and I’m not saying all this to manipulate anyone or to gain sympathy. Apparently that’s another characteristic of BPD. Now I’m over analyzing myself, add OCD to that along with PTSD, and it can become overwhelming at times.

I often reminiscence about the years I’ve spent in total bliss just enjoying the company of my dogs and life’s simple pleasures. There was no one to disappoint, no one to disagree, no one to disapprove and no human external stresses. It was pure bliss. You’d think this would be enough for me but I decided to go online just to prove to myself that I could socialize successfully and I was for quite a while but then I started breaking apart and stayed because I’d feel like I’d need to prove that I was worthy. It became an obsession.

In reality I did do damage because I’d self sabotage myself over and over acting like I’m someone I wasn’t. I have to be the funny one after all.

There was a time when I had a lot more self awareness and cared more about inner stuff.
My world shifted because my priorities shifted. Suddenly that shift caught up to me.

Does anyone understand any of this?
Either way it doesn’t really matter.
It is, what it what it is.
It just really sucks.
 
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