hi there i have that as a label as well as scizoprenia i can totally relate to people drifting away from here
i had forgotton i was a member untill i got a email
as for myself voices can be very nasty and make me not me
i really dont want to say who are inside me as i am eaisly identified by professionals as they say im a rare complex case great huh
i have 2 good voices who one has left me for a long time now and the other one doesnt pop by enough
my other voices are very demonic to me and want me to self harm i do find when voices are loud i go absent

and lose myself to a void where i am the others with in me
i have found yellow sticky labels mobile alarms help to get myself back to me
its the blanks that hurt so much i am sure your husband has no memory of it as well
i tell myself i havent done the harm as i was lost unconciously its a fight to stay justme hence my name
i do not take drugs or drink but i can understand why your husband would 1 to beat the voices
2 to put his disaotion to sleep
im sure your doing your best and wish you goodluck