no ,you deserve all things kind and wonderful ,i don't know you well but i can tell how much you love your pets and they deserve their mummy to be around for a long time self harm free
i know it is hard but please try not to hurt yourself ,talk on here instead
love Lu x
My sweetpea Ebony never deserved what those low life scumbags did to her before she was rescued and came to me, I still feel bad about what they did to her even though she's at peace now and they cannot hurt her ever again. They broke her ribs and abandoned her and left her and her kittens to die and most of her kittens never made it and Ebony nearly lost the fight for life herself, vet thought she wouldn't live longer than 2 more years but I took her on and she just about made 4 years with me, it's my fault though that she suffered all that cause I'm a selfish turd and needed her.
Poor darling love just needed to be loved and cared for, not have all that happen to her when she did NOTHING to deserve that