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nightmare57

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I have just received all my medical notes from Notts NHS trust especially RIO notes which is for my care team can communicate with each other, these log all my involvement and interactions with them. I.e. community nurse (cpn) day center and social worker. It seems they write everything down about me, what we talked about, how I presented. It seems everything I say and do is under scrutiny.

I wrote a email to my appointee, I have asked for him to ring DWP and request my ESA decision and send me a copy and that if I've only been awarded 3 years I wish to appeal it. The NHS write everything down about me in RIO which lets them communicate which each other. They basically spy on me noting any chance in my presentation. I wish to be placed into the exempted criteria because after I have been awarded it I'm going to get my appointee annulled and then disengage from LD services. I have a CTO renewal in September, they will renew my CTO for another year. I wish to use my benefits and purchase a ticket to India from August to October this bypassing the CTO process and them being unable to renew it this making me free from forced injections every month against my will. That is my rationale for being awarded the exempt criteria. I will not have to worry about benefits after then and won't need to engage with support services.

I think from this point one I will disengage from them all
 
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It must be really difficult what with the CTO, I imagine you don't really get a lot of choice in your treatment at all and so if you're at odds with the mental health services, it probably feels like the best option is to disengage.

I'm not sure what medication you're on or how the injection process works but as i'm sure you know, you have to be careful when you withdraw.
Even if you feel ok physically, it could cause you to relapse.

I'm sorry to be boring and point these things out, I just want you to really think about the pros and cons of your plan, especially if you may end up in some kind of trouble.
 
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I just feel like I have absolutely no control over my life. i have decided to stop all contact with my community nurse. I won'd be answering his phone calls or replying to his emails plus I won't attend any future psychiatry appointments. I will continue going to the depot because I will be sectioned otherwise. I feel like the learning disability are out to get me and ruin my life. I have been feeling like this for awhile, I can't tell them anything anymore because they all slag me off behind my back.
 
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d'o you really want to go to india and come off injections, things could turn out nasty if it doesn't work out, maybe you'll be lucky if they refuse
 
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I’m in the process of having my appointee annulled then yes I will be traveling to India.
 
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Thats quite a drastic choice. Do you have family and/or friends in India who you can go see? I’ve been there a few times, it’s a beautiful and very spiritual country.
 
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I’ve been twice and I found it very spiritual.
 
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considering how those on the receiving end of cpns etc complain about it maybe i should be grateful, but the anxiety been left, i asked the gp about it, she said the drugs are for anxiety

guess i could ask to be referred but worry all i'll be offered is a drug change if i present the right way to argue my case and if i don't i'll be left

when i say i'm loking down the barrel of a benefit cut with universal credit i'm told i'm obsessed, it's the amount and how i'll cope on top of inflation cutting into buying power
 
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sorry I'm confused, why are you on a cto, if you have a learning disability, do you have another diagnois? is that why?
 
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i'm surprised that with the level of learning difficulty to get help and with dual diagnosis whatever you can post on the internet my ex can't she's just been refused pip
 
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sorry I'm confused, why are you on a cto, if you have a learning disability, do you have another diagnois? is that why?
I'm also diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder.

Been told today that I will need to be allocated a new social worker and have to have another capacity assessment before I can get rid of the appointee and have my benefits paid back to me. I had a capacity assessment done in Nov 2015 and they said I have capacity when I'm well. Its going to be hard getting my money paid back to me because I've been very vocal in telling everybody when I go to India I won't be coming back plus it's noted in my risk assessments that when I've been psychotic I said I was going to India to become a Buddhist monk then sacrifice myself in the River Ganges to save the world because I heard Buddha tell me that. I still have a yearning to do that but its not as concrete. I still feel very spiritual. I'm more a Pantheist and believe I've been sent to earth to do something very powerful. The thing is I'm overmedicated and these strong feelings have taken a back seat. My care team say I become very unwell in 8/10 without the forced drugs.
 
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They would, that's what they are paid to say, is everyone spoused to say the f---ing same, haven't we got a enough progammed robbots bought up on the worst thing ever ie tv, all they do is reapeat the same bulls---!!!!
 
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They would, that's what they are paid to say, is everyone spoused to say the f---ing same, haven't we got a enough progammed robbots bought up on the worst thing ever ie tv, all they do is reapeat the same bulls---!!!!
thats crap therspists talk, if these therapists are so fing wonderful why do they only see those with money and please no crap about how theres concessionary cheap therapy for the poor

saw a mind councilller he asked to record the session, a friend said he's a student, said to this coubciller this is doing you more good than me, he said you and all your friends are all losers, i should have said it's me and my loser friends that are providing you with free training
 
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I should of said it me and my friends that are providing you with free training
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I wouldn't worry about that, the authorties have a world wide pantopian fraud racket, where do you think the pyschologists write there books, and all articles that is put through the media its called free research and you have no say, with there surveillance laws
 
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I should of said it me and my friends that are providing you with free training
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I wouldn't worry about that, the authorties have a world wide pantopian fraud racket, where do you think the pyschologists write there books, and all articles that is put through the media its called free research and you have no say, with there surveillance laws
world wide world dominance conspiracy theories are for old hippys
 
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