- May 8, 2020
I think in a sense, I am ambitious and a high-achiever. But now, it is kind of fading away because I loss motivation to try and achieve things; particularly in terms of career development and wanting to do big things in my life. I am about to reach my 20s in a few months and I am no longer as ambitious as I used to be a few years ago, I don't know if that's a good thing because I am less anxious about my status or achievements. but at the same time, I miss the feeling of being productive, doing things, accomplishing things. Maybe because I want to settle down in life, have a nice home, maybe a life partner, but I'm no longer making myself try harder anymore. I feel calmer but somehow I miss the challenge. Is it good that I try less? That I don't force things anymore?