- May 4, 2020
- New york
Okay so. It’s my boyfriend’s birthday. He has a twin sister. He is in the marines so I’m celebrating with her but we’re friends so it’s cool. We were trying to take cute pictures with these birthday balloons she got and I’m a little tipsy so when I am I’m usually more talkative and hyper compared to being kinda quiet. I thought it would be a cute idea to turn around and hold the balloons over our head. I don’t know if you’re able to envision what I mean but yeah. I was tipsy, therefore hyper, and I don’t know enthusiastic about the idea I guess cause I thought it would be a cute photo. I guess I was biting my lip while I said it. She asked why was I biting my lip and asked if I was trying to seduce her, which she said as a joke, but it bothered me and I can’t stop thinking about it. I didn’t even mean to bite my lip and if I had to explain why I did I would say I was just giddy and enthusiastic and idk. Can’t you bite your lip out of excitement or just because you’re happy while talking? I know this sounds ridiculous I KNOW but I can’t stop thinking about it because I have HOCD and get sexually intrusive thoughts so her saying I was trying to seduce her even if she was joking freaked me out. I got upset and was quiet for the rest of the night.