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did anyone ruin theur life on purpose because you wanted to die, and then regret everything when you come out of depression?

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the count

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did anyone ruin theur life on purpose because you wanted to die, and then regret everything when you come out of depression?

its killing me i feel worse now, ive wasted so many years ive ruined my friendships my potential all my chances because i didnt care, i hated myself,i was dead inside. i feel alive and i cant believe what ive done to myself. im ashamed. itll never be how it could have been.
 
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Dear count,
The glass isn't half empty. It's half full.

You didn't ruin your life and ruin all your chances and change your life for the worse. You can still start over.

I had to start over. I lost a Japanese house on five acres. I lost my entire wardrobe. I lost all my family jewelry. I lost my pots and pans. I LOST MY CHILDREN, MY HUSBAND, MY FRIENDS.

I started over with nothing. No money. Now I have a new life with a wonderful man and a cute little house. I have more of an understanding of yoga than I had before.

The glass isn't half empty. It's half full.
 
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i hope i can get past it and be happy , i just feel like ill be haunted by this forever:cry:. thank you for replying, im glad your happy:):)
 
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It took years to get a new life. But it's like a slow growing tree. Even though it got bushwacked by a bushhog machine, it grew back. It's not the shape it would have been but it grows back a new shape and it becomes a beautiful tree.
 
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