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Rhi_1986
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Like most people I've had my fair share of bad relationships and I've been a bit of a heart breaker. I've been seeing my current boyfriend for 2 and a half months and at the same time i've been going through a lot relocating and transitioning from uni to full time work. I've not been happy and i've made it very difficult for my boyfriend.
all i seem to do is push him away, cause arguments and blow things up that are really small. i've convinced myself that he'd rather be anywhere else other than with me. he's an amazing person and i don't feel like i deserve someone this nice.
we had a fall out last night when we were out and i went home leaving him with my friends and i tried to get in touch with him to sort things out later but he was having none of it. he said he was furious which doesn't surprise me and that he would get in touch with me this morning to sort it out.
i've not slept a wink and i'm just waiting for him. he's always there for me but i pushed it too far this time.
i think i'm a typical case of someone who thinks they don't deserve to be happy in a relationship.
does anyone have any tips on how to change how i feel about myself and relationships??
all i seem to do is push him away, cause arguments and blow things up that are really small. i've convinced myself that he'd rather be anywhere else other than with me. he's an amazing person and i don't feel like i deserve someone this nice.
we had a fall out last night when we were out and i went home leaving him with my friends and i tried to get in touch with him to sort things out later but he was having none of it. he said he was furious which doesn't surprise me and that he would get in touch with me this morning to sort it out.
i've not slept a wink and i'm just waiting for him. he's always there for me but i pushed it too far this time.
i think i'm a typical case of someone who thinks they don't deserve to be happy in a relationship.
does anyone have any tips on how to change how i feel about myself and relationships??