- Aug 5, 2008
My bf has been my source of support through my depression but he's reached the end of his tether. He's shutting down. I have been suffocating him. I feel so sad I just don't know what to do with it. I've relied on him too heavily I suppose. He's not here tonight so I'm left alone with my thoughts and I don't want to be alone. I want to drink the bottle of wine in the fridge but then I know I'll probably want to sh and maybe kill myself cause really what is the point in living a life like this? I feel so alone.