Desperate their telling me im in hell

[Donovan Stephenson (was EdEd)]

Then I got written up and banned from the apartment complex altogether... after the incidents..

 

[Donovan Stephenson (was EdEd)]

Of course it turned out for the best, because it removed me from that environment.. it took awhile for my voices to readjust to my new environment.. ((Out of in the middle of nowhere, which I prefer much more now.))

 

[Cyborg101]

No you're fine , my voices appeared when I lived at an apartment complex.. The voices pretended to be my direct neighbors , and I got violent with the people they were acting like and the people that I got violent with had no clue what I was talking about... the voices werent who they sounded like that's for sure..I've been to a church before also.. yes.

There is a common theme that people who have been to church (services) often suffer this.

 

[Donovan Stephenson (was EdEd)]

I understand what you're saying. I'm about to investigate the articles you shared to see.

 

[Donovan Stephenson (was EdEd)]

I read most of it , I see what you were saying and where you're coming from I think.

 

[butterfly88]

Hello demonbuster, so if you have run out of all your options, you should try doing this. So they are saying you are in hell, and i think they are probably right. You should try accepting that for once and see what happens. The moment you accept it, they will shut up, because they won't have anything to say to you anymore. The reason they are saying it is to trigger an emotional reaction in you so that they can feed on it. The more you fight it the more miserable you feel, you could fight them all your life and you willl still be in the same state. They are getting exactly what they want. If you are cool with being in hell, it won't be a hell to you anymore, It is a test of acceptance.

 

[Sparklek]

Im beyond pain. Im beyond hurt. Im beyond love. Ive fought voices till im blue in fave my soul and head feels like im dying. They been saying me this will break her this will break her. Ive returned to study bible. Ive cried my eyes out.
Ive have no one here. I hear me being extreme literal. Iwhen i hear blasthemy against tve holy spirit i went to a deliverance team. They put it i. Your head n now im petrified. Like i fight with my tonhue but they got my soul ignoring my own loving choices.
I cant think of anyone. I got no memoroes i feel they
Wabt me in hell.
They keep saying your in hell on repeat that i dp it of my own acvord because they caused m e to snap. I hear see how i fear they go you are not you inside like demons etc. They go you are in a machine so i scream i am me i am divine and i do love.
They say im in hell because i. Not saving mt soul or believing in a guy that god gave me.
They show me an image and go she used to be me. Im exhausted. Ive been lext to rot. I did latin holy mary and pater noster prayers. I feel scsred at night. I hear them say give her a break.
I t ruining my life im strong but this is too much.
I wabt to love i know i love.
Please with respect dont tell me that im demented. Im not. Im very aware of this sociwty being led into fear. Ive had counselling ive had psyiatric care.
If i think i love they said inside to ignore my head.
They just knock me doqn at first the said you are fear non stop after my breakdown. Secondly they are now on repeat saying you used to love like programming. Why the inside of me is listening i dont know what to do.
I feel they messing with the thinking process. Im exhausted. I hear habd her over to satan and im like god gavr me. In your head you are you.

Do not listen to your voices! Are your voices clear? Do they sound like people talking? Mine do. Please try to answer

 

[Sparklek]

Church are trying to say that I’m a bad man
They are using brainwashing on me at the moment. Also hypnotic language. 24/7 it’s been happening for 3 years “hearing voices”
I was listening to an audio book about dark psychology and NLP and hypnosis and everything the book said was basically happening to me. Mental health said if it wasn’t for the voices you hear you wouldn’t need a mental health nurse. Church have technology that can make someone hear voices... and it’s used covertly so they get around the convention rights (human rights)
Seriously they are nasty people

I have had them for 16 yrs and they make it so I cannot function no job no friends I lost everything I just want them out, I even tried shock therapy once

 

[Sparklek]

I have had voices for 16 yrs and everyday I pray it will end sometimes they bug real bad

 

[Cyborg101]

I have had them for 16 yrs and they make it so I cannot function no job no friends I lost everything I just want them out, I even tried shock therapy once

Did you go to a Church too before the voices?

 

[Vegan_veggie]

Im beyond pain. Im beyond hurt. Im beyond love. Ive fought voices till im blue in fave my soul and head feels like im dying. They been saying me this will break her this will break her. Ive returned to study bible. Ive cried my eyes out.
Ive have no one here. I hear me being extreme literal. Iwhen i hear blasthemy against tve holy spirit i went to a deliverance team. They put it i. Your head n now im petrified. Like i fight with my tonhue but they got my soul ignoring my own loving choices.
I cant think of anyone. I got no memoroes i feel they
Wabt me in hell.
They keep saying your in hell on repeat that i dp it of my own acvord because they caused m e to snap. I hear see how i fear they go you are not you inside like demons etc. They go you are in a machine so i scream i am me i am divine and i do love.
They say im in hell because i. Not saving mt soul or believing in a guy that god gave me.
They show me an image and go she used to be me. Im exhausted. Ive been lext to rot. I did latin holy mary and pater noster prayers. I feel scsred at night. I hear them say give her a break.
I t ruining my life im strong but this is too much.
I wabt to love i know i love.
Please with respect dont tell me that im demented. Im not. Im very aware of this sociwty being led into fear. Ive had counselling ive had psyiatric care.
If i think i love they said inside to ignore my head.
They just knock me doqn at first the said you are fear non stop after my breakdown. Secondly they are now on repeat saying you used to love like programming. Why the inside of me is listening i dont know what to do.
I feel they messing with the thinking process. Im exhausted. I hear habd her over to satan and im like god gavr me. In your head you are you.

I get this too. People talking about me in my head as if I shouldn’t exist

 

[Demonbuster]

Jesus christ is real abd his name holds power. Im humble. But im fighting the voices without medication have reseded alot. Not as many.